Goodness.

Well, I'm a little bummed right now.

So, I'm in La Quinta right now. I'm so glad I'm able to see my cousins, especially because they feel like i have abandoned them. I want them to know that i still care for them and that i'm still here.

Well, we are all here because there is a convention in Palm Springs. I don't really know what it is about yet since I wasn't planning on going to it. This thing starts today, Friday, and end Monday. I myself was planning on going to my own church's worship conference this weekend. It started yesterday and ends Sunday. This has been my plan for about a month now.

She finally told me earlier this week that I can't go anymore. I accepted it and was fine. She said that I can learn new things from this convention and apply it to stuff for missions and LOH. I was fine with that. Also it was to reach out to my cousins here and encourage them to go to the convention.

Now that I'm finally here, she is saying that we aren't going to be going to the convention because it's a waste of $160, since i won't be there the whole time! Now, I could've gone to worship conference for only $20, and would've stayed the whole time.

So, while they are all at the convention, I'll be stuck alone.... or with my mom. Freakin why do i have to take the placement exam! gah!

On top of that, I have my orientation on the 27-28, right before i leave. It is mandatory, but there are so many things i need to do that weekend. I'm suppose to finish packing my balikbayaan boxes, our despedida, and we are in charge of both Sunday services. I can't do anything because of the orientation. I just email my advisor about it, so hopefully i get some good news.

I'm sorry I am so negative. It's just that there hasn't been much good news for me lately.